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Hi there... Where on earth did you come from? My dear old friend, we said our goodbyes 11 years ago... How have you now resurfaced into my life? The weirdest thing is, you weren't young in my dreams last night, you were my age... Our age... The age you'd be now... It's strange... I remember you so fondly, and yet I remember you being just like them... Hurting me whenever you were near them, and yet, holding my hand and drying my tears when they were too much for me... Our secret... You were my friend when we were alone, where they couldn't hurt me and make fun of you for being near... Oh, friend from my long forgotten past... What would

Dear Pal, Today was hard... Today was the hardest Christmas I've had since we lost you... Drinks were had and words were said, and I just broke... I, the sober one, broke in two... I needed you... Is that selfish of me?  To weep for you, though you now no longer hurt?  To wish you beside me to council me once more? I'm tired... So very tired... Tired of living my life without you cheering me along while everyone else close to me pushes my dreams away... They dictate now, Pal... And I don't have any back up... I need you... I don't know what to do anymore... I've written countless letters to you since that day... So many letters that I know

Dear Friend, Or is it, friend from before? Hello again. I wanted to say, "I'm sorry," when I saw you the other day.  I wanted to say about a mile of things that our surroundings would not allow.  I wanted to tell you of all the unraveled lies and mistakes that caused us so much pain last time we spoke.  I wanted to say we found the culprit: The liar, the manipulator, the false.  However, these things were much too much to say. I want to say now that I'm so very sorry.  A written apology to go with my wholehearted hug.  I really mean it, I truly do.  When I said you looked amazing, I meant it.  Your smile was genuine.  Watching you work and